Lucky

they dont know how long it takes, waitin for....
wait wait wait.


Nasty girls know me like what
Call your girl to give me some
Drop it girl go take it back
I'll take you to the candy shack
Like jolly ranchers sugar daddys
Chocolate covered booty panties
Lots of women in my cadi
It's gonna get a little nasty


no no no not yet


R-O-C-K-E-T-S-H-I-P
To the
M-O-O-N
Like ZOOM


better :)

Hello Seattle

I enjoy licking salt from the pad. yeahh...
i had an icky day. i know why, but i would rather not share. home now, relaxing. sooo tired. i just want to sleep sleep sleep... listening to music. not much to talk about.
Hello seattle i am a cold seahorse, feeling the warth of your sand.
[sing me asleep tonight]
shhhh.

Well, im back.

So, i havnt posted in a few months... Iv read over my previous posts. the most recent ones are from when i thought i was in a deep bottomless depression pit of no return. I said some things i regret now. But i wont delete any post... Iv gotta face the truth. Things happen, people move on, hearts get fixed, hearts are broken...etc.

Lifes good for now, a few bump here and there, but its good. Im currently dating Daniel... never thought that would have happened [ilyboy].But its turned out pretty good :) 10/11/09.

Me and my parents are all getting along pretty well. i think its because im being a good girl... Being behaved, doing nothing wrong. its the second nine weeks and i STILL havnt gotten an LD. i had an F in reading tho...go figure.

I found a new way to get peoples attention. just dont say anything. make them wonder. whats going on in pats brain? why isnt she talking to me? it works. ha and its quite funny as well.

im not sure what else to write, my jelousy levels have risen,but so has my maturity level. i cant wait for the future...although, im verry verry afraid.

i really wish i wasnt so complicated

i think theres something mental going on with me. my emotions are so mixed up!! stedily trying to find someone to blame, or actually, its from hiding everything. hiding myself to keep out of trouble and to spare others feelings. well, it doesnt even matter. i have to keep going doing this. just pray i dont turn out lke my mom and all crazy phsyco,oh boy

PAT

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

i keep it caged but i cant controll it!

I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster!

lets be real...

the poast below me, i overreacted... alot. but i was upset. i love my man, hes awesome. i shouldnt say things like that,,,