I cant keep going like this. so many things going through my head i just cant handle all this pain. and then thats were he comes in. everyone thinks im crazy becasue i love him. everyone keeps trying to prevent me from talking to him. but why dont i listen. im listening to my heart. i think its mastatistic. loving him is so hard. not having him here is harder. i love him soooo much but loving him is breaking my heart into more and more pieces everyday. i cant stand it. i cant tak eit anymore! so many people here to chose from. but i keep going back to him. i could do so much better, but my hearts would rather be in pain all day. worrying if hes cheating, if hes a liar, if hes playing a game, if hes purposly making me love him just so i can hurt. i could do so much better. but i dont want to. baby i love you... i always will no matter what anyone says to me. your my everything and i dont want anything else...
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