its just not fair,

really! i mean... what did i do to get this? i mean FOR REAL! im sick of my mom, im sick of my little brother, and im super sick of this jelousy shit. like... ugh. i dont even feel like blogging! ughh. my room is a fucking disaster, theres shit everywhere. i just... UGH!!!! IS ANYTHING OK ANYMORE! will anything ever be right... or will i always be wrong? i cant be happy.. hell, i cant even miss my bestfriend without damion getting pissed off. im sick and tired, of feeling so eppmty, alone,tired, i feel drunk 24/7! hell! damion, how would you feel if i started drinking again huh? fuck it. im so over all this shit. i swear kylie, if it wasnt for you and what you said. i wouldnt be hrrre right now. but damnet i wish i wold have!