Thursday august 6, 2009. A verry interesting day. i have so much going on in my life right now. the prosses of telling my mom about moving with my dad? now sped of thanks to friken zachary and stupid mr. bur. my birthday was pretty ok. i got lots of hapy birthday hugs and loves. i was told i can wear big girl undies now ;) lol. the "party" isnt until saturday tho. DillyDale called me. he probably wont be home by saturday :( im so anxious to see him cuz after sunday, idk if i ever will again! and his stupid step mom! ugh! shes pregnant now! gahh! wtf!? anyways, my moms major bipolaar and is completely ruining mine, and my bubas lives. i feel lke, the only reason she wants me to live with her is so she can get child support from my dad. and i feel like the only reason my dad wants me is so he doesnt have to pay achild support. this sucks. im only 15 and im depressed. and, its really more my fault than anyones. i let thought roam around in my head ove and over again until i think the worst. And in case you were wondering, me and damy have it all planned out. :) when were marriedwere gunna have a big house nd cook for eachother and be ahppy all th time and etc etc it all sounds so great i cant even explain it all! yes, i in fact am so in love with damion we have thought about ife after marage. lol. hmmm.. tehe garth is trying to read what im typing from like 10 feet away XD lifes pretty interesting right now. and totally complicated and getting worse every day. but.. iv got my damybear. hes there for me. ill be ok :)
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