its not fair! its not fair that i fucking love you! im so sick of crying! ecen wen u think im ok, thats ecerythins good alot of the times it isnt! like right now your talking to me like eveythings ok, like nothings wrong. well YOUR WRONG! everything is wrong! do you even understand how much pain i have been in today!? no! because you never ever ever listen to me! im still fucking crying damy! or should i say dylon? ok whoa u just texted me all pissed off AGAIN! "there i changed it" so what if im a smartass! my whole fucking family is made of smartasses so obviously im gunna be one! its fun and im not going to stop. all day today you have driven me CRAZY! and for so many different reasons! everytime you would get mad or upset or anything it tore me apart more and more! i was in to much fucking emotional pain i threw up! you dont understand! it hurts so bad! and i would never EVER do anything bad to fucking screw us up! i said 5 hours ago that was single! not 24! gah it hurt so bad wen you did that! and i know you said your sorry baby, but why should i forgive you? i said im sorry a zillion times today nd i shouldnt have and u never forgave me [hurting my feelings yet again] you dont give a rats ass about me. admit it.
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